FASHION STATEMENT

Sunday, February 18, 2007

HAPPY NEW YEAR..! (: woots! so fast 2007 already. time to work hard!

Woke up to a bright warm morning at 10.30. Rush rush rush and arrived at my Ah ma's at 11.30? It was a really good day! (: Ate vegetarian as my first meal of the year. I tink it has became a tradition for me, though it is only me and my father.

Then came the relatives on my grandfather's side. His sister came in tow with her husband and son. Uncle Bernard. I can still rmb him, when he took my sisters and i out across the street to buy sweets. I tink its been 7 years or so since we last saw him. My mum says he's a fillial boy, always with his parents. Its not because of his looks thats why he's still single, he's cute okay! :P

I dont think im very tall, yet people keeps commenting on my height. I tink it never fails to happen when there's a gathering. That means i must live up to it, can you imagine when all your life you are tall to them and suddenly you stop growing and the people ard you continues. Then they start commenting why i began to shrunk. Okay, eat more vegetables laa. (:

After awhile, we left for grandma's. Saw my gang of cousins, but didnt get to spend more time with them because we came late and they had to leave. Hmm.. i guess they found out about my results. Nvm la, cant hide it so long anyway. Must face it. (: Watched Jue Dui Superstar Finals rerun. I think that Diya was really great! But im not sure why the judges are like, not supporting her..? The guy was good too, but it was obvious that she was trying her best. (: i think thats good. We went back to my grandmother's after that. Fell asleep cos` i could not take it. Reached home around 8 plus plus. Time to sleep..! :D

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yours truly<3
7:38 AMY

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY..! <3

Today was one of the best day i've ever had in Bowen. :D Thanks Qiuyi, Sophia, Jiayinh, Lynette, Preeti, Adrina, Kent, YingHui, Zumei, Joey, Fugui, Nicholas, Miss Toh, Layyen, GuoXiong, Nigel and Wendy for the presents! (: I love them!

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yours truly<3
4:49 AMY

Thursday, February 08, 2007

Today, i received my higher chinese 'O' levels results. When i saw the list, i was so stunned Kaitang asked me to relax. Ya, i didnt do well. I was aiming for a B3, but ended up with a B4. When people know about it, i know that they must be really surprised. Im surprised too. I didnt expect As, but a B3 would do for me. B4. When i sat at the side, i started thinking of alot of things. What would my parents, friends and relatives say? How can i do well for my Higher Chinese exam when my normal 'O' levels are like this? Should i drop or continue? What will my father say?

At that point i felt so stressed, i cried when Cressa talked to me. Joan and Kaitang comforted me and Joan gave me a highlighter that she won. I really appreciate that! I know, cry yesterday today cry again. Seriously, it was my fault we lost in the relay. I ran first but lagged behind, causing them to fall back and ended up last. My heart really beat fast when i jogged across the field and seeing Zumei running towards the finishing line. I felt so damn guilty, i started crying when Liu said it was alright. Ya, Im a good for nothing. Ugly, stupid and a failure at evrything.

I started secondary school as a hardworking girl in Sec1, even getting good level positions. Then came Sec2, where i everyday stayed back to play and have fun. Naturally my results dropped drastically. This was the year which i have the most regrets about. I regretted not working hard, i only knew how to play. I cried when i was streamed to 3E4. My clique went to 3E1,2,3. But, I never regretted going to my present class. They are really a bunch of enthusiastic and fun people. Even in Sec3, my grades were getting worser. I was too lazy and never bothered about studying. When i failed for an important English test, my friends whom i known since Sec1 was shocked. English was my best subject in school but i managed to flunk it. Thankfully, i managed to scrape through and promote to Sec4.

Sec4. My secondary school days are coming to an end. I do not want to leave the school with results that i would not be proud of. I knew all along that i needed a jolt, something that would wake me up. My results happen to be it. I do not want to keep empty promises to myself. Wake up, Jocelyn.

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yours truly<3
11:47 PMY